It's not just my story to tell and I don't even know where I'd begin.
... And I'm not exactly great at talking about this kind of thing, but...
[ He hesitates a little bit and rubs his neck. ]
I've had to see someone I love die right in front of me. With nothing I could do as he threw himself into the fray to try to protect me. He recklessly jumped in to help me when I faltered. Let me just say seeing him die was one of the most painful things I had to ever experience.
[ Maybe this means nothing to Bradley, hearing all this. But he felt he should say it anyway. Of course, he won't go into full detail of it, though. ]
[He watches, careful and thoughtful. Bradley's seen plenty of his own die for all sorts of reasons. Sickness, protection, recklessness, devotion. Even if 600 years is nothing in comparison to the twins, he's faced his share of death and loss.]
People will always do what they want to, human or wizard, doesn't matter. Especially when they're runnin' off of impulse. It hurts, but you can't do anythin' but accept their actions.
You'll never be able to turn back time, no matter how much ya wanna.
Trust me, I already know there's no way to turn back time, but I also know writing it off as people are going to do what they want is a pretty lazy way of thinking.
[ He takes a slow drink and sighs. ]
I've always been the reckless type, diving in with my instincts and willing to sacrifice myself for the greater good. A hero's life. But being at that place, talking to people... really put a lot of things into perspective.
Selfishly, I never really considered how much sacrifice only brings sorrow to those around me. If I really care about them and really want to show it, I have to take care of myself, too.
What's the point of promising not to leave someone if I'm willing to throw my life away? It's going to be a struggle... That fine line of me wanting to save lives and being in dangerous situations versus actually putting myself in the line of fire unintentionally. Sometimes you have to change your ways for the people you love... or realize you might lose them if they're not important enough to do that.
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If it makes you feel any better, I got my ass handed to me by a three headed cookie dog.
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Huh? Are ya sayin' there was a cookie Cerberus?
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There was. There were cookie figures of people Nero knew, too. Cain, Owen and Oz are the ones he mentioned.
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The... modelin' chocolate figures? You got sent into that candy castle?
Weird. That dog didn't make an appearance when we had to deal with that shit.
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[ There's a little wryness in his voice at that. ]
But yeah, that was the place.
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[Not exactly the same as Owen.]
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...Everyone except me. It hurts like hell to be bitten by a thing like that, but no limb loss. Just massive bruising.
[ Sigh!!! ]
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Oh yeah don't go tellin' Nero I died, he'll get pissy about it.
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[ But he nods about that. ]
Sure thing. That kind of thing isn't exactly my place to be telling anyone anyway.
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Great.
Did ya see a weird jelly blob too?
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I'm guessing you're talking about what was chasing us at the end...?
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[ Imagine if you made me roll for it, Mira. ]
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Lucky you~
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I could have used that luck in other places, though.
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Wish it was just that.
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Somethin' worse, huh?
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Multiple somethings.
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... And I'm not exactly great at talking about this kind of thing, but...
[ He hesitates a little bit and rubs his neck. ]
I've had to see someone I love die right in front of me. With nothing I could do as he threw himself into the fray to try to protect me. He recklessly jumped in to help me when I faltered. Let me just say seeing him die was one of the most painful things I had to ever experience.
[ Maybe this means nothing to Bradley, hearing all this. But he felt he should say it anyway. Of course, he won't go into full detail of it, though. ]
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People will always do what they want to, human or wizard, doesn't matter. Especially when they're runnin' off of impulse. It hurts, but you can't do anythin' but accept their actions.
You'll never be able to turn back time, no matter how much ya wanna.
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Trust me, I already know there's no way to turn back time, but I also know writing it off as people are going to do what they want is a pretty lazy way of thinking.
[ He takes a slow drink and sighs. ]
I've always been the reckless type, diving in with my instincts and willing to sacrifice myself for the greater good. A hero's life. But being at that place, talking to people... really put a lot of things into perspective.
Selfishly, I never really considered how much sacrifice only brings sorrow to those around me. If I really care about them and really want to show it, I have to take care of myself, too.
What's the point of promising not to leave someone if I'm willing to throw my life away? It's going to be a struggle... That fine line of me wanting to save lives and being in dangerous situations versus actually putting myself in the line of fire unintentionally. Sometimes you have to change your ways for the people you love... or realize you might lose them if they're not important enough to do that.
[ Maybe this sounds like a lecture? Oops. ]
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